Loving a married man is the most harsh and painful love.
- posted by Baroon @ 9:43 PM

 
I Miss all the wrong people.
- posted by Baroon @ 9:39 PM

 
Despite what I know or the logics that I live by. A persistent voice in me whispers every day : A balloon , a sparow, a free unshaped cloud, An unknown, un-named far far planet , A night An atom A ray and all other things in universe all are more happier than me its like all existence living on that "er" it makes me eager, gready and restless why I never accept happiness is now whatever it is
- posted by Baroon @ 11:40 PM

 
The ghost from past sent me an sms wishing me well and praying for my fast recovery. I was surprised that he even bother to send a message. It was a formal one though. I have read it almost 10 times in last 3 days. I am pathetic or probably to weak emotionally. I keep hoping that he misses me and call me. I want to hear his voice, his concern and nice words. But I know that for every one sake I should leave dead to rest in their grave and the ghost to fade back in their ghostly worlds. So I pray to God to give me the strength and faith to hold my peace.
- posted by Baroon @ 10:23 PM

 
The pain and mental torture shall pas. like the time before and before that and before that and.... I will hold my breath, live under a rock until these giant waves of sadness, disappointment, despair and betrayal pass. with all its heights and depth. It shall pass. I know.
- posted by Baroon @ 11:18 PM

 
Although, I knew all the way. But one day you are sitting next to him drinking lemonade and realize that you are girlfriend to a married man. Nothing more, nothing less. You know? they all are same bread. They ask for more time. even after 3 years.
Let me tell you …it hurts like a hell. And you have to say, thank you, goodbye and move on. Reality sucks.
- posted by Baroon @ 10:33 PM

 
I feel something will going to happen. I am waiting for it. I am hoping for it and living for it.
please tell me that you cant live without me. please come back to me. chose me, pick me.
- posted by Baroon @ 11:31 PM